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--> * the love nest of him and her *

*the prince *
 # ricky
# september 18
# san francisco, california, usa
# virgo dragon

*he loves *
 # his BaByGirL
# reading her weblogs
# laughing with her
# iPod
# tennis
# basketball
# bowling
# golf
# nestea

*his mood *

*his wishlist *
 .: be with her :.
.: make his body bigger :.
.: eat more variety of food :.
.: travelling with her :.
.: still thinking :.



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*fellow bloggers *
 .: this is chona :.
.: the 'katutubo' :.
.: her weblog :.
.: her other weblog :.
.: her first weblog :.
.: cool tests :.
.: Chi Gamez :.
.: Jessica Zafra :.
.: Eugene Santos :.

*hunts *
 .: blogskins :.
.: his online album :.
.: her online album :.
.: their trips together :.
.: for your shoutbox :.
.: online photo storage :.

*archives *
 .: 6-Hour Chat :.
.: Missed Tennis with Mar :.
.: Thank God I Found You video:.
.: My One and Only BabyGirl :.
.: Martin Luther King, Jr. Day :.
.: Maritess vs. The Superfriends :.
.: archives :.



*the princess *
 # christine
# may 26
# manila, philippines
# gemini tiger

*she loves *
 # her BaByBoY
# weblogging
# laughing with him
# DVDs
# music
# sleep
# nestea

*her mood *

sad

*her wishlist *
 .: be with him :.
.: finish unseen DVDs :.
.: eat more variety of food :.
.: travelling with him :.
.: read some more :.
.: get more sleep :.
.: lose more weight :.



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Thursday, March 09, 2006


I didn't go to work yesterday & today. There are lots of things to do, but I just want to rest ... I NEED to rest! I've been so occupied with the troubles I have in my life lately that I don't spend time with other people anymore - my family; my friends!

After the night I broke up with Ricky on Yahoo! Messenger, he and I still spoke. We're still talking. We still exchange text messages. We still talk on the phone. We still chat on YM! I still get assurance from him every now and then, but I don't know what will happen next.

He started fixing issues on his end but it looks like not all of those concerned in this situation are inclined into cooperating. I lay my hand down. There's really nothing that I can do to actually get to where I want. This is beyond my control.

I just know that our paths didn't cross for no reason. I'm sure there is. The way we met is something amazing. I just need to keep on going to find out where or what this leads to.

These past couple of years have been the best years in my life. However, it seems like I just let one helluva 'lovelife' just slip from my hands. I guess this isn't really up to me. I'll just have to leave it up to God and let Him guide me to where He truly wants me to be and with whom He wants me to spend the rest of my life with.

Saying that Ricky is someone special in my life is just an understatement. He's way more than that. He's my BESTest FRIEND ... he'll always remain that way in my life. We've gone through so many trials together. We've laughed and cried together. We've shared humongous frustrations. We've built fantastic dreams together. We've hoped, prayed, and wished together. And I know ... when all has already been said and done - He and I will start building dreams together again and much more beyond that.

her mood: trying not to let my heart stop beating

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