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*the prince *
 # ricky
# september 18
# san francisco, california, usa
# virgo dragon

*he loves *
 # his BaByGirL
# reading her weblogs
# laughing with her
# iPod
# tennis
# basketball
# bowling
# golf
# nestea

*his mood *

*his wishlist *
 .: be with her :.
.: make his body bigger :.
.: eat more variety of food :.
.: travelling with her :.
.: still thinking :.



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*fellow bloggers *
 .: this is chona :.
.: the 'katutubo' :.
.: her weblog :.
.: her other weblog :.
.: her first weblog :.
.: cool tests :.
.: Chi Gamez :.
.: Jessica Zafra :.
.: Eugene Santos :.

*hunts *
 .: blogskins :.
.: his online album :.
.: her online album :.
.: their trips together :.
.: for your shoutbox :.
.: online photo storage :.

*archives *
 .: 6-Hour Chat :.
.: Missed Tennis with Mar :.
.: Thank God I Found You video:.
.: My One and Only BabyGirl :.
.: Martin Luther King, Jr. Day :.
.: Maritess vs. The Superfriends :.
.: archives :.



*the princess *
 # christine
# may 26
# manila, philippines
# gemini tiger

*she loves *
 # her BaByBoY
# weblogging
# laughing with him
# DVDs
# music
# sleep
# nestea

*her mood *

sad

*her wishlist *
 .: be with him :.
.: finish unseen DVDs :.
.: eat more variety of food :.
.: travelling with him :.
.: read some more :.
.: get more sleep :.
.: lose more weight :.



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Saturday, August 19, 2006


These past two days, I've been rushing home to be with him. But, when I get home, he's not online. He tells me, he takes a nap while I am not home yet; however, he never wakes up until the next day. Two days in a row - it's just like those other times.

We get to read each other's text messages minutes or even hours after we actually receive them. We have been talking less on the phone. We don't see each other online anymore. I try to divert my attention to other things - work, work, and work. When the kids, my brother, and my mom ask me about him, (like, when he's coming back here?, where he will stay?, as well as other different stuff -I just shrugg my shoulders and tell them that he and I don't get to talk much lately; so, I don't know, rEaLLy.

I have been coming home earlier than usual these past few days just to make it online to spend time with him and so that we both won't feel as if we're falling apart. But, most of the time, it's either he is asleep, he has to meet with his family at the mall, or he needs to pick up food. What can I do when all of those are unavoidable. I know I CaNnOT expect other people in this world to treat me the same way I treat them. I cANnoT expect to be taken with a certain degree of importance in their lives as I take them to be, in my life.

I must NOT EXPECT anything from anything and anyone.

It is usually not what happens that makes people upset, frustrated, hurt, or whatnot. It is when we expect one thing to happen but something else happens.

For example: I am driving on my way home and I expect him to be waiting for me online or at least, come online when I get home - but this doesn't happen. So, this makes me feel torn inside.

The problem here is not him or his not coming online even when there had been prior agreement about it. The problem is I EXPECTED. It was MY EXPECTATION that caused me to get disappointed.

I must not EXPECT, I need to UNDERSTAND!


her mood: _frustrated_

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